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what do you do when some one loves you but ur too scared to love them back?
when every song every poem every line was written for you?
do you back away? or try one more time to let them in?
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[09 Nov 2004|12:55pm] |
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at the end of the world
or the last thing i see
you are
never coming home
never coming home
could i? should i?
and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever ever...
ever...
get the feeling that you're never
all alone and i remember now
at the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
she dies
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[04 Nov 2004|12:47pm] |
"Song for Emily"
Down, down, down,
Pick her up she's fallen,
Not quite dying but always crying,
Can't someone stop those tears from fallin',
A child left unattended,
She never wanted much attention,
Alone, alone, alone,
Dont ever make her feel alone again.
**zombiekisses** thank you.
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[03 Nov 2004|08:06pm] |
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la la la la..... i stole his cd!!!
Came a time
When every star falls brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight
=P hahaha ok ill give it back.. but later!!!
yeh i had a good day!!! yay for me!!! and um..... pffff im bored... so what will i do tonight!? lalalalalaaaaaaaaa im so0o0o happy!!!!
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hey hey hey... whats goin on? im here at home, i went to class today, came home spoke to eddie and no lie 30 seconds after i hung u with him i was knocked out. i slept for like 3 1/2 hours. maybe cuz we were up so late last night? whatever the point is...is now im wide awake, and ill prolly be wide awake all night. i hate when i over sleep and cant sleep at night.... not that i ever do. so yeh... marlin called me yesterday.... he was sending me and my friend pictures... hahaha.....dont ask of what! lol...not much to report... things are going pretty well. on the flip side (wow shutup emily) alan is still mad at jess....theyre both fighting and calling me about it, so i hear both ends.. funny thing is i have nothing to do with it but they still bitch about it to me.... dont ask me why. i guess i listen good. bleh!!!!
**zombiekissess*
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[08 Oct 2004|08:37pm] |
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All these games you play
your messin' with my head,(messin with my head)
I don't know why I stay
I should leave instead (I should leave instead),
When I speak from my heart
you laugh like it's a game (this ain't no game)
Yeah we'd make great friends, but it just isn't the same...
[Chorus]
And I know this is not the way it should be,
And I know you treat him like me,
But I don't wanna stop,
I don't wanna stop,
I don't wanna stop,
I don't wanna stop [x3]
Now I don't need you to buy me pretty things (you don't pay for me),
Pay for my tattoos or buy me diamond rings (we don't want those things),
All I know is that I'm happy to see you smile (i want to see you smile),
And it'd make my day if you'd just stay here awhile (stay with me),
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wow its been such a long time since ive written in ths thinga-mabopper.... but yeh i really dont have much to say except: boys suck throw rocks at them!!! lol and thats about it.... i miss maria, i want to move to va. and i want to change. i dont know i have the itch again.... lol everytime i feel like i need change i do something jurastic.... just wonder what itll be this time... **zomebiekisses**
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[01 Oct 2004|10:34am] |
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so is you intentions to purposely hurt me? or is every time just a accident? a mere coincidense?
my life is falling apart... and my mom thinks im an out of control diliquent....maybe the relationships ive gained and lost will never be the same but i guess ill never wonder what could have happened. im sorry i just dont know what to do anymore.
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your pathetic and its making me sick.....honestly... i mean....come on now.... really. and this oh god. cant even say anything with out hurting someones feelings. so ill stay quiet. but besides that i just wanted to say hello all you out there in tv land... and happy birthday alan!!! love you!
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happy birthday!
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| hi/hola/yo/hey/holla/ello/top of the mornin to ya/ aloha..... |
[24 Sep 2004|12:01pm] |
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taking back sunday-where u want to be. |
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so its friday night **turns on the dramatic music** emi is at home.....doing nothing.... waiting to see what happens..... what will she do tonight??? **pause** go to work? i guess. lol.... yeh.... but after? hmmm the world may never know. id really like to do something tonight. but for now, im just saying hi.... so.... uh.... HI! lol ok ill shut up now! some one hit me up with somethig to do!
**zombiekisses*
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[23 Sep 2004|10:27pm] |
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yes so.... im tired. lol.... i miss you, and it makes me happy that u care. =) u make me happy what can i say? anyways. im tired but im sure ill talk to you one more time before i go to sleep. you know its sad to see peoples true colors. and when u do your either shocked or saddend....or both. im sorry that certain people have to see this side from (other) but i guess i knew it all along that u were a lieing no good son of a bitch.....sorry.
*zombiekisses** goodnight.
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[22 Sep 2004|11:02pm] |
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limp bizkit cd (significant other)_ |
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lol im bored and i just got home..... im talking to maria... lalala blah blah blah.... she talks alot of shit for someone who has nothing to say....lol lol i had fun today.... i was HYPER.....those who saw me..... KNOW!!! lol... ok bye bye la-hoser!
**zombiekissess** nite
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[20 Sep 2004|08:52am] |
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oo de lally- robin hood soundtrack..... uh...lol yeah |
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so i got home from class, just now waiting for someone... anyways. so i saw this movie called gummo. yeah...it about these deliquents and how they kill cats and sell them to grocery stores... lol... it was gross. i mean just one of those movies that disturbs you cuz theres actuallyy people out there that do that. lol.... oh whatever. lol.
oh!
Drunk:
Maria: **mumbling about something**
me: what you have a rhinocerous' ass???
Maria: NO!!! i have to register for a class!!!
then we listen to the disney soundtrack of robin hood.... lol
Robin Hood and Little John
Walkin' through the forest
Laughin' back and forth
At what the other'ne has to say
Reminiscin', This-'n'-thattin'
Havin' such a good time
Oo-de-lally, Oo-de-lally
Golly, what a day
**zombiekises**
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[18 Sep 2004|01:57pm] |
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keepin it real
world wide baby
limp bizkits in the house
so bring it on
i'd like to dedicate this song to you
for makin my dreams come true
for the millinum
are you ready?
then get the fuck up
Where you at Jacksonville,
Rochester., Louisville,
Columbia, Hartford,
Milwaukee, and Lewiston Maine?
where you at Providence, Nashville,
Memphis, Lauderdale,
Portland, Orlando, Chicago, and Frisco?
I left my heart in Austin with Mary Campbell.
Got lost in Boston lookin' for the tea party.
Met a child molester in Worchester
Need a Kleenex every time I'm leavin' Phoenix.
I get silly when I play in Philly.
Limp Bizkit committee down in Kansas City.
Never know what I'm in for when I'm play in Denver.
Hard rock don't stop down in Vegas.
In Cincinnati the girls call me daddy
and I probably aint leavin' the next time I'm in Cleveland.
Found my lucky coin in Des Moine
and spit on a boy named Tina in Pasadena.
We get the swing from new Orleans.
Ft Worth and Dallas we toast when we're tippin' up the challis.
Tulsa, St. Louis, Sacto, Mesa, Norfolk, Lawrence, Minneapolis,
St. Paul, North Hampton, Detroit, Omaha, New York, LA,
what can i say, i cant name'm all.
so somebody,
anybody,
everybody
get the fuck up!!
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[17 Sep 2004|11:23am] |
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oh how u confuse me so... u pop your lips and i swallow.
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[16 Sep 2004|02:46pm] |
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im so confused. this dosent seem right, but im not sure. maybe ts just me. maybe its you. maybe its just both of us. saying stupid things that shouldnt be said.
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[15 Sep 2004|09:28pm] |
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ll cool j-head sprung.... yes....lol.... |
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They call me Big L'y, Big Silly
Big Money, Big Billy
When I'm sliding in them all can ya hear me?
I be sexing wit these bars so ya feel me
Let me grip it up for cuz in the back
Let me grip it get a buzz in ya hat
I'm a tell ya how to cause an attack
Timbaland, Ladies Love on the track
Lovely get the ice, pop champagne
someone tell me what in the hell are they saying? lol... oh man...
im suppose to be typing my 3 essays for class..... but i dont feel like it.....so.... pffff..... fuck school!!!!!
**throws books... oh and one zombiekiss***
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